Dear..

Dear,
Can you hear me?
Every minutes I am speaking to you from deep inside my heart. 
Could you hear me?

Everything I am doing, I am doing it for you.
Everything I am fighting for, they are for you. I have been working so hard, for you.

Are you there when I say all the words inside my heart?
I can not tell anyone. I can only express my feelings through writing it down. 

I always wonder what you are doing. Are you watching me?
What do you think of me?
Do you ever think of me? Where are you now? Where...? and when can I see you again?
I asked myself so many times..
What can I do to make you happier?
It's Christmas Eve.. I never ever like Christmas ..again.
Because I miss you.
I miss you so much... My heart ache. Like no one understand how I feel, no one understand.
No matter how long it had happened, I cannot forget. I cannot forget all the things I have done for you..
Do you know?

You taught me, what love is.
You taught me the reality is cruel and I need to work hard to get what I want. Sometimes I don't get what I want even though I try my hardest.
You made me know myself more, How weak I am.. How much I can do when there's problem.
You made me push myself so hard.. work so hard because I do not want a single moment to think of you. I want to collapse, faint and never get up.
You meant so much to me. . .
You.. made me learn how to forgive others... Forgive and consider for others..

When will we meet?